my hand, please let go of my hand." 。“ Qin Jingwen said this with a stubbornness. At this moment, she was as painful and unbearable as if she were pierced by thousands of arrows, filled with self-b...Qin Jingwen originally wanted to start from the beginning, but if she started from the beginning, she was afraid that there were too many things to say until tomorrow morning

"Two of my friends had to cut off contact with me for some unavoidable reasons, and even the projects we developed together, he has to stop." 。“Actually, I understand and support their helplessness. I can also understand why they did this, but my heart is on the line, it's just sour.” 。Qin Jingwen's eyes turned red as she spoke, the feelings were too real for her to express. 。She didn't say anything about the unjustified grievances she felt. 。She doesn't want to infect others with her excessive negative emotions, nor does she want to expose everything about herself. 。Just say something that makes you feel a little better, that's all it takes to relax. 。As soon as she finished speaking, Qin Jingwen silently started drinking again. 。This time it wasn't a sip but a whole glass. 。To conceal her flushed eyes, she took a large bite of food. 。"This chili is spicy enough" 。"Eat a little less vegetables, they're too spicy for your stomach." 。" Chi Chuan reminded her, and it was obvious that Qin Jingwen was using chili to mask her emotions 。"You mean the friend you're going to cut ties with is Qiao Shunchen" Chi Chuan guessed and asked. 。"No, I haven't been in contact with him for a long time." 。He has his own social circle, and I have my own path in life. We've long since gone our separate ways. 。The only relationship we have is that he's the father of the child and I'm the mother. 。When it came to Qiao Shunchen, Qin Jingwen's mood worsened even more. 。I hate that I'm still in love with Qiao Shunchen, and I've made up my mind to forget him more than once. 。But even if the two people had no relationship, spending time with him these past two days was still Qin Jingwen's happiest thing. 。He is a star in the heavens, and she is a tiny creature on earth. 。He is her unattainable love, she can only look up to him. 。Since it wasn't Qiao Shunchen, Chi Chuan couldn't continue asking. 。All he could do was offer comfort. 。Don't worry, don't overthink it. 。It is normal for people to experience periods of togetherness and separation throughout their lives. 。Since you understand and support, that proves you understand their unspoken difficulties. 。"Let them have their way, you should open up a bit too." 。They will leave and new friends will appear, like me. Besides being your leader, I can also be your friend. 。" Qin Jingwen smiled bitterly upon hearing such comfort. 。“Yeah, I'll make new friends. You're my new friend.” 。"Qin Jingwen understands the big picture, but this kind of thing would be difficult for anyone to accept and they would all need time to adjust to their friend's departure. 。Although Chu Yang had only greeted her in advance and hadn't immediately put his plan into action, 。But Qin Jingwen's heart felt like a flood was rushing in, choking her. 。She couldn't quite understand the kind of feelings Chi Yang and Xue Yao had for each other. 。It's like losing three Joe-Chan's, and almost all at the same time. 。She never imagined that her existence would disrupt so many people's lives, nor did she realize that she had unknowingly become a stumbling block in their lives. 。How sad, living is so annoying. 。So many failures, living so disgustingly. 。Thinking of this, Qin Jingwen poured herself another cup of wine. After a moment of silence, she spoke with a touch of emotion. 。If there is a chance, if I have no attachments, I want to leave City B. 。Since my existence has affected so many lives, what meaning do you have in living in City B 。Now, I would rather live in impoverished areas or in the mountains than in City B. 。And I also want to do some meaningful things, and I want to participate in some charity activities. 。To prove that one's existence still holds some meaning, to demonstrate that they are not universally loathed. 。Before saying these words, Qin Jingwen first calmed her own emotions. 。Although she had finished speaking, she still couldn't control herself and let tears flow down her cheeks. 。"Sorry, I might have had too much to drink, or maybe the chili peppers just got in my eyes." 。“ Qin Jingwen quickly explained herself and hurriedly took a tissue to wipe away her tears.” 。"Have a drink, let's have a toast together" 。Qin Jingwen wiped away the tears on her face, but her eyes were still filled with sorrow. 。She just stared, eyes glistening with tears, and drained another glass. 。Drink after drink, Chi Chuan watched with a feeling of unease, but he didn't stop him. 。He knew Qin Jingwen was in a bad mood, and he knew she needed to drink to vent. 。"If you want to drink, drink more. If you want to leave, you can leave anytime. If you want to do charity work and help more people, you can also do it anytime." 。Don't mind what others think or say, just focus on yourself and do things according to your own heart. 。Remember, keeping your heart comfortable is the most important thing, so that your life can be filled with sunshine. 。Chīchuān patiently counseled, watching Qínjìng wēn trapped in pain, his heart fluttered uneasily. 。At first, he only saw her appearance. She was strong and optimistic, full of hope and vigor for life. 。But after a few encounters, he discovered that Qin Jingwen wasn't as strong on the surface as she seemed. Her heart was filled with too many things, to the point where the sunshine she projected seemed to be straining through the clouds. 。I really want to live like you said, carefree and without a care in the world. 。Only then can I survive. 。But I have so many things to consider, I can't just be selfish and think only of myself. 。"Qin Jingwen's eyes were becoming increasingly moist. She was afraid that she wouldn't be able to bear it and let the moisture flow down, so she kept blinking her eyes to evaporate the moisture." 。This feeling of wanting to cry but not being able to is actually the most torturous. 。Everything that Chikawa said, she had already thought of, even more than he did. 。But ultimately, she was held back by some things. Maybe until she died, she wouldn't find her true self, and wouldn't be able to live for herself. 。Then walk out of this circle, change the environment, and change your lifestyle. 。Forget about everyone from the past, go to meet new friends and immerse yourself in a different realm. 。Some things are not impossible to do, nor are they hindered by too many factors. 。The real reason is your own heart. It's your heart that can't let go, constantly dwelling on the past. 。" His words struck a chord within Qin Jingwen's heart. " 。It was truly her heart that was entangled, her heart that couldn't let go, and her heart that stubbornly clung to the past. 。Everything she had experienced, everyone she cared about, might not care for her as much as she thought, and yet she saw these things and people as indispensable parts of her life. 。That is to say, she treasures people, while those people only see her as a weed. 。Thinking of Qin Jingwen's tears, she couldn't hold them back any longer. She was afraid that Chi Chuan would see them and expose her heart. 。She then slumped over the table, her head bowed in tears. 。He didn't dare to make a sound, but looking at her trembling back, Chikawa knew she had cried. 。At this moment, Chikawa really wants to know what Qin Jingwen has experienced. He truly wants to help her relieve and solve her problems one by one, because looking at her like this makes him feel like the whole world is oppressed. 。 "Wenwen…" Chi Chuan wanted to persuade her, but only called her name before stopping. 。He realized that the more he tried to persuade her, the more heartbroken she would become. 。Then he stretched out his broad palm to gently stroke Qin Jingwen's head, wanting to give her strength. But his hand hovered over Qin Jingwen's head and still didn't come down. 。They didn't fall for each other because they hadn't known each other for very long, and their relationship was that of a leader and subordinate. 。Most importantly, they are single men and women. Such actions could lead to misunderstandings from others and cause inconvenience for Qin Jingwen. 。He retracted his hand and stared at Qin Jingwen's tears without saying a word. 。Although crying doesn't solve problems, it can temporarily relieve stress. 。Qin Jingwen cried for a while before she came to her senses, realizing how embarrassed she had been in front of Chi Chuan. 。 She lifted her head, quickly wiping away her tears, and then picked up her wine glass again. 。"Come, continue drinking" 。Have a smooth journey tomorrow! 。 She drank cup after cup, at this moment Qin Jingwen just wanted to get drunk, she just wanted to temporarily forget everything. 。Qin Jingwen finally got drunk. After drinking, she started to speak incoherently and her hands and feet became uncontrollable. 。“I… I today… thank you… thanks for drinking with me…” 。"Today I am... very... very happy" 。This is the end... I have to go back to school. 。"Qin Jingwen spoke and stood up from her chair. Afraid she might lose her balance, Chi Chuan also quickly got up to help support Qin Jingwen." 。Just then, just as his hand was about to touch Qin Jingwen, Qiao Shunchen suddenly took a step forward and caught Qin Jingwen who was about to fall. 。Mr. Qiao… Qiao Shunchen’s sudden appearance took Chi Chuan by surprise 。"She can't go to school like this, I will take her." 。Jiao Shunchen restrained his emotions while talking to Chi Chuan, thinking of the hand Chi Chuan had just extended to Qin Jingwen. He wanted to be impulsive for a moment. 。However, for the sake of Qin Jingwen, he endured it. He wouldn't do something so uncultured. 。Joe Shunchen said and then helped Qin Jingwen up to leave, but Chi Chuan stopped him. 。Mr. Qiao, wait a moment 。“

Zhi Chuan was worried about Qin Jingwen, but after calling out to Qiao Shunchen he hesitated. 。He thought about how he couldn't let Qiao Shunchen take Qin Jingwen away, after all, she had come out with him. 。But where could he take a drunk Qin Jingwen 。Joe Shun-chen and Qin Jingwen are no longer together, but they were once the closest of people. 。At this moment, Chi Chuan realized that being Qiao Shunchen was more suitable for taking care of Qin Jingwen. 。So he couldn't bring himself to say what he wanted to, and could only manage a simple warning or two. 。"Mr. Qiao, she had quite a bit to drink and ate a lot of spicy food..." "I can take care of my own woman, you don't need to worry about it." 。" Qiao Shunchen coldly interrupted Chi Chuan's words, then swept Qin Jingwen into his arms and quickly left. 。Joe Shun-chen's attitude surprised Chi Chuan, and the phrase "my woman" he uttered also surprised him. 。These two points are enough to prove that Qin Jing and Qiao Shunchen's relationship has not been cleared. 。 Qiao Shunchen hugged Qin Jingwen out of the restaurant and put her directly into the car. 。Qin Jing was deeply intoxicated, her vision blurry. She couldn't make out Qiao Shunchen's appearance, but she could hear his voice. 。She wondered if she had misheard, if the mention of him was just a hallucination brought on by her drunkenness. 。"Ugh... you're so annoying." 。Whenever I drink, you appear. Whenever I drink, you appear. It seems like... I should go to the other side of Earth. 。The other side of the earth... I'd die of thirst before ever running into you. 。Qin Jingwen mumbled incoherently, but her words carried a sense of helplessness towards Qiao Shunchen. 。al problems. She knew this was a topic Tao Chen avoided, but it was something she had always been concerned about. 。When he mentioned his emotional problems, Tao Chen seemed a little downcast. This is...